It's me again, making another "long time no post" posts.

XD

Actually, it hasn't been THAT long... relatively at least.

My last entry was last December and it was not a happy entry but I have this entry packed with extra endorphins~ I hope everyone receives a part of my happiness 8D

Actually, I've been recently making posts here but they're all hidden from everyone (nanowrimo entry that failed and "other" stuff). I've been using this as a notebook of some sort lol that's why it's pretty cluttered on my end. I shall try to clutter it on everyone's end as well~ Prepare for that :D

I'm also changing the color scheme and header pic (very much needed) to reflect my latest cause of turmoil.

lol

I mean latest interests~~~ <3

I was gonna put a picture of myself here but I'll do that next time.

And my paid membership expired a few months ago. If I get active here again, I'll def renew~

I thought of posting sth while I'm waiting for class to end.

A few days ago, the Program Director of my department died.

Until now, I'm finding it hard to believe.

Without him, I don't know how I would be able t get through a lot of things here in my school right now.

Whenever I needed help in fixing my schedule for the upcoming term, I would always go to him to help me.

Whenever I needed to take a subject but fr some reason I can't, I would go to him to help me.

I remember when I had him help me credit subjects from my previous school. Thanks to him, I didn't have to take a crapton of useless subjects.

I remember when my brother wanted to transfer to my school. He told me that whatever my brother gets in the entrance exam, he would be in.

I remember everytime I see him, he would always say, "Wazzuuuup". He was chill like that. Such a cool stoner.

And when I had a subject with him, his goodbye was "So long suckers~".

Who the fuck says goodbye to their students like that?

Only he would. He's awesome like that.

I would not really know if he meant if he really thinks of us as"suckers", but I know that he cared for all of his students.

These words would not probably convey my sadness but everyone who knew him feels the same sadness as I do.

He promised me that he will help me with my schedule next term. That was what he said exactly a week ago.

I even asked him if he was sure he would help me. He said,

"I will take care of it."

He said it like he was not gonna die two days after. That or he would resurrect and help me when enrollment time comes.

I don't even know if I'm joking but I must be joking.

I hope I am.

Maybe he will help me from above, yes?

Maybe it will be no coincidence, yes?

And it must have been a huge coincidence that he died at the age of 53, the number on his beetle.

But coincidence or not, it was no coincidence that he was loved by so many people. He will definitely be missed.

I thought I would cry when I went to see him last Monday.

I actually felt relieved.

I just felt happy.

I even thought that he looked peaceful.

I was already thinking of what to give my teachers for Christmas but it seems like I have to skip a name now.

It's the thought that counts right?

And I've been thinking that this post has gone too long.

I don't even know how to end this.

Speaking of end, every beginning has an end. But every end is followed by a new beginning.

May this be the beginning of his life in paradise.

Guys, sorry for not posting in a LONG time. I've been busy but sth happened awhile ago I couldn't pass writing this.

I swear, I have bad luck with guys. All the guys that I like are either gay or taken and all the guys who like me are either good friends of mine who I'd not touch with a 10 foot pole or guys that I will never ever touch with anything that I own.

I thought that I would bear this curse for all eternity but I swear this afternoon, some way or another, the curse had been lifted!

( FDGDFDFGDFGDFGDFGFDG )

Just... Just. GFHFGHFGHG

What the fuck was that. Like I couldn't believe it. Even right now I'm still doubting if what happened was real. Then I check my call history and YES IT'S REAL.

:O

I tell you, my life is boring D;

So like this is what my hair looked like prior to today.

( shitty hair )

lol that's why I was wondering why there was a chapter 5.5 posted a day after chapter 6.

Because being able to tell whch is real is the hardest thing on earth. /sarcasm

http://www.mangafox.com/manga/legend_of_the_sun_knight/v02/c005.5/14.html

http://www.mangafox.com/manga/legend_of_the_sun_knight/v02/c006/28.html

Until now, I can't believe that such disaster in Japan has happened.

All those lives lost, those houses gone, I don't know what to say.

I open my computer every other day to check how everyone's been and people's blog entries looking for relatives sadden me to the point that if I can not use the pc for a week, I won't.

I don't think I am making sense at the moment, but I posted anyway to say that I feel for Japan and its people.

So he makes an account an deletes it after a few hours and says he got fed up with it.

Then he makes a new one and posts it in a new entry with a gibberish title.

Just... what. DX

Oh. He changed his username. Had no idea you can do that lol

http://ph.news.yahoo.com/spot/20110118/tel-miriam-defensor-santiago-on-p-noy-s-5a3fdeb.html

Here here XD

http://www.mangafox.com/manga/gamble_fish/v07/c057/10.html

XD